It happened about three months ago. I had been going out with Scott for
about two months and we had kissed a lot but had not really fooled around at
all. Scott is 19 and he had told me that he didn't want to be accused of
taking advantage of a younger girl so we just keep it very simple. On this
certain day we had taken a drive up in the mountains in his jeep and we were
exploring roads back in the remote areas of the country. We were on this
road and came to the most beautiful spot overlooking this valley and stopped
to admire it. For some reason we started to kiss and the next thing I knew
we were in the back of the jeep making out like we had never done before. I
really did'nt think anything about it and did'nt think anything would happen
since we had never played around and I thought we were just making out and
that would be it. Well, next thing I know my shorts are coming off and I
don't know what to say so I just went along with it thinking I could stop if
things went too far. Then my blouse came off and my bra. There I was with
nothing but my panties on, but he was still fully clothed so I thought he
was just having some fun because he had not really done anything but kiss me
and play a little with my boobs and I had not touched him anywhere at all. I
guess I should have been smarter than to think things would not go further.
Scott just played with my boobs for quiet a while and we kissed a lot,
probably for at least half an hour. Then all of a sudden he started kissing
my boobs and put his hand on my crotch. I moved his hand and he just
continued to kiss my boobs. This went on for a long time and I started to
get up because I was getting a little scared at this point knowing that he
had probably not planned this and did'nt have protection like we should.
When I tried to get up he said he really wanted me and wish I would not go.
I guess I felt guilty for letting him go this far and then try to cut him
off so I laid back down and tried to relax. We started kissing and the boob
thing again and then he put his hand on my crotch again, but this time I
just laid there. I guess that was the encouragment he needed and I was too
stupid to stop him and the next thing I know he's got a finger in me and I'm
getting real messy. I told him that my mom would kill me if it got on my
panties and off they came. At the same he stood up and took off his jeans
and underwear and I ask him if he was prepared for doing it. He ask what I
meant and I ask if he had a rubber and he said no. I told him we couldn't do
it without one and he said he would pull out before he come. I just couldn't
say no after leading him that far so I said ok. It really didn't hurt when
he entered me and I really got excited after he got in and started going in
and out slowly and so gently. I guess I lost all sense of what was happening
except for the fact that it was very exciting and the next thing I knew he
was coming in me and I paniced. I yelled at him and told him he didn't play
fair and he said that I had enjoyed it as much as him. I told him that was
probably true, but that I had trusted him and that I was the one that had to
worry about getting pregnant. He said my chances were slim and I told him it
only took once and with my luck and not being prepared once was all it would
take. We got dressed and drove back home. When we got there I told him I did
not want to see him any more because I couldn't trust him. I have not seen
him since. Thank goodness I didn't get pregnant and I never plan to do that
again.