Kriste looked over at Darleen's empty bed, and wondered what her roommate was doing; if she was having sex with the group captain again. If Darlene had been in their room as she was supposed to be, the attack she had just been subjected to probably would never have happened. Her thoughts were bitter, as she rocked back and forth still sobbing, unable to control the feelings of lone- liness that washed over her. She could still feel the pain and humiliation so recently caused by the hands that had invaded her body. Slowly her sobs quieted, and a determined look trans- formed her pretty face. Her thoughts turned to home, to friends at school, a longing for friends and family swept through her. She looked over at her roommates empty bed again and thought, 'no I'd rather die than take the easy way out like Darleen has, I just have to take it.' She understood why her roommate had taken the captain as a lover. It had stopped the other men on base from hitting on her, like the continued advances that she still had to thwart. She thought bitterly, 'all I want is to become a combat pilot, not to date the whole damn squadron! Why couldn't they give me a little respect? What's wrong with me, why don't they like me?' What had occurred only moments ago, was retaliation for her continual rejection of her male classmates advances toward her. At first she had tried to explain why she thought it wasn't a good idea to become romantically involved with anyone. Then when that didn't seem to work, she became more abrupt any of the medical services for her entire term. She wasn't all that happy about doing so now, but she had to talk to someone other than Darleen about her fears and anxieties. Lt. Beal turned to be an old war horse with over 25 years in the Air Force. Kriste was disappointed to find that she would get no sympathy there. Lt. Beal's solution was simple; "Girl, you sound to me like you're just a little up tight. When I was you're age, I'd have paid to get a bunch of handsome cadets to feel me up. I suggest that you consider giving some lucky young man a little gift of that up tight virginity of yours. You just need a some good sex, and you'll be right as rain." As Kriste walked to Logistics class, the phrase "give some man a gift of that up tight virginity of yours," kept running through her head. At nineteen Kriste, hadn't had any kind of sex with another person. Could 'she' be the problem. Was 'she' the one who was strange, could she have brought on the events of the other night because she was so up tight about sex? The problem prayed on Kriste's mind all day. She had re- mained a virgin because she didn't want anything to get in her way, she knew what she'd wanted, and boys just weren't important enough to jeopardize her dream. She couldn't believe it, here she was at the threshold of realizing everything she had worked for, and it was turning out to be a disappointment. None of her class- mates liked her, she was unable to make friends, maybe she had her priorities wrong after all. . . . At dinner that evening as Kriste sat alone eating, still with an distracted look on her pretty face, a young cadet sat down beside her. "Mind if I sit here sweety?" Normally Kriste would have said something like, "Hey, don't call me sweety, I have a name!" But that evening she just looked at him and gave him a wan smile. She noted that the man was John Davenport, the guy with the rich family from Boston. Kriste had never really liked him, he was a loud-mouth as far as she was con- cerned. And ever since they'd started actual flight training, she had done much better than him, and he'd been less than gracious about it. On an impulse, Kriste said, "Would you like to go out with me tonight?" Johnny for once, didn't have a smart comeback. He sat there with his mouth open and stared at her for an awkward moment, then smiled and said, "Sure honey I'd like that just fine. What made you change your mind about dates?" Kriste took a deep breath, leveled a stare at the young man and said in a determined voice, "I've decided to have sex with a man, and I've pick you; so how about it?" She almost fainted she was so nervous. Making the decision to have sex with one of her classmates had taken all her courage. She had ignored sex all her life, now here she was trying to get a man to make love to her. She could almost hear her heart pounding in her chest as she waited for him to answer her. For the second time in rich Johnny Davenport's life he was left speechless. All he could do for a moment was stutter, ". . .s. . .se. . .sex. . . with me? I don't get it?" Kriste stood up with dinner tray in hand, and said in a voice that she hoped sounded sexy, "You'll 'get it' tonight, I promise you. But do me a favor and keep this a secret will you?" She stood staring at the young man until as if breaking a trance, he jumped to life and said, "Ah. . . sure sweety, I promise. . . our little secret. . ." Kriste stood a moment longer then turned to go, saying over her shoulder, "I'll meet you in town at the Blue Bird, why don't you get a room for us." -=*=- Kriste hurried back to her dorm room with a vicious case of butterflies beating around in her stomach. As she entered their room she saw Darleen dressing for her date that night. "So, Darleen, you gonna meet Ronald in town tonight?" Her roommate was pulling on one of her short skirts that barely covered her bottom. Kriste wondered how she could sit without showing everything, but then thought to herself, 'well that's probably the idea.' Bringing her mind back to the question she needed to ask, Kriste said, "Could you drop me off in town on your way?" Darleen shot her one of her 'Darleen' looks and said, "What, at the library?" She was being sarcastic again, but Kriste didn't mind, she was so nervous and confused, that she actually said, "No I'm meeting Johnny at the Blue Bird, and I just need a ride is all." Darleen stopped what she was doing and turned to look at her roommate. "You're what? You and Johnny? Oh man, now I've heard everything. Why'd you pick a jerk like that?" Kriste looked hurt for a moment, then trying to sound confident she said, "I just need to lose my cherry, I don't intend to marry the man. I think he'll do." Her roommate must have found something funny about that because she just laughed and said she'd be happy to drop her off at the motel. -=*=- It was after 8 by the time Darleen dropped Kriste off in the motel parking lot. At the last moment, Darleen felt concern for her, and asked, "Do you want to ask me anything? You want me to come back in an hour to see if you need a ride back to base?" Kriste had already steeled herself for the coming event. She just wanted to get it over with, and her friends questions were distracting, the words demanded that she think, and she didn't want to think right then, so she just said, "No thanks Dar, I'm OK, but thanks." She squeezed her roommate's hand as she exited the car. Darleen watched the Levi clad woman walk toward the motel office. She thought to herself, that 'that bastard Johnny better appreciate what he's getting to- night.' But then she knew that he probably wouldn't. -=*=- After inquiring at the front desk, and getting a leer- ing once-over by the clerk, Kriste headed for Johnny's room. She was determined to go through with it. Just like everything in her young life, once she had made up her mind, she went through with her plans. . .to the end. As Kriste knocked on the door she felt her heart pound- ing in her chest, and could feel her pulse thumping in her throat. As the door opened, she looked into the room and saw a messy bed with the covers thrown on the floor, and the TV blaring. Johnny was standing in front of her in his underwear and nothing else. Kriste knew that he was trying to shock her, to make her nervous, so as nonchalantly as possible she said, "Embarrassed about size, is that why you're keeping your undies on?" She smiled at his blank look, then shoved past him to the bathroom. Hearing the door close in the other room, Kriste leaned with both hands on the small bathroom sink, looked at her reflection in the mirror, and for a brief moment wondered what she was doing. Then out of the corner of her eye she saw Johnny, now minus his underwear standing in the doorway. She didn't move, she just keep looking at her reflec- tion, then slowly moved her eyes to the reflection of the man behind her. Although she had never seen an erect penis before, she knew what was between a man's legs, but she was still surprised at the actual sight of it. He was fully hard and pointing out and up. A moment of fear flashed through her 'that he was too big to actually fit inside her.' She hadn't realized that they got that big. Slowly Kriste turned putting on a brave face she said, "Well lets get it done OK?" The young man looked at Kriste, admiring her, thinking how pretty she was, her straight blonde hair framing a pretty tan face. Her wide set blue eyes and full lips had always attracted his attention. And now he was going to fuck this babe; the thought sent a sexual thrill thought his body. They stood in silence facing each other, Kriste's eyes locked on Johnny's pulsing erection. After a minute or so he started to become a little self-conscious and finally said, "Hey sweety, we can't do it with your clothes on, now can we?" She was startled for a moment then quickly began to strip her clothes off. She looked like someone who was about to go skinny dipping in freezing water, and just wanted to get the initial shock of diving into the cold water over with. Johnny didn't care that she looked nervous, he just wanted to plunder her body. He still couldn't under- stand why she'd put the moves on him. He'd tried so many times he'd finally given up. That's why he'd instigated the little nocturnal call on her room the other night. And. . . ummm. . . her tight little pussy had felt so good, that had been a little piece of heaven. He still remembered the feel of her pussy lips around his fingers, and the smell of her. He'd fallen asleep in his bunk with his fingers in his mouth. And speaking of heaven he thought; 'man look at that tight body, this is gonna be just too fine.' Kriste had undone her pants first and stepped out of them. As she was pulling her T-shirt over her head, Johnny decided that he couldn't wait any longer. He grabbed the surprised girl around the waist and shoved her onto the bed. Her arms were still above her head, with the T-shirt obstructing her view, so she cried out for him to wait. But Johnny didn't care: he just wanted to fuck her, and he was ready. As Kriste struggled with her T-shirt, Johnny climbed between the young woman's thrashing legs and pushed his swollen cock into her exposed sex. He pulled out then pushed back in, fast this time, fast and hard. He felt the impact of her maidenhead and then it gave way all at once and he plunged in as deep as he could. His head spun, the sensations that assailed him were momentarily over-powering. She was so tight! It felt like a living glove surrounding his straining cock. He could feel every beat of her heart pulsing through the warm walls of her cunt, throbbing around his cock; like nothing he'd ever experienced before. He was loving it. Kriste stopped struggling with the tangled T-shirt as she felt Johnny begin to enter her. Through the fabric of her shirt she could hear him on top of her grunting in his effort to gain entrance. Then she felt herself being stretched. . .more, and more, until it started to hurt, and still he pushed her open. Lying there hands above her head, legs dangling over the edge of the bed, a man hunched over her, thrusting into her exposed sex, Kriste didn't know how to react. She hadn't known what to expect, but she had never imagined anything like this. Then she cried out through gritted teeth as he pushed home all the way into her. The pain was intense, but her cry didn't bother Johnny; having reached his goal he just started pumping away happily, bouncing the young woman's body underneath his own. Kriste's young body soon recovered from the initial shock, her strong well shaped legs flexed with each thrust of the horny man on top of her. But it was uncomfortable for her, the position was an awkward one. But Johnny didn't care, he was enjoying the feel of Kriste's pussy wrapped around his pumping shaft. He was enjoying it so much in fact, that shortly he began to grunt with each thrust, until his body went rigid, trembling on top of Kriste's as he pushed hard and deep into her and emptied himself into her womb. The only sound in the room was his gasps for breath as he slumped on top of the young woman. After a few moments Johnny pulled out of her and stood up with a big sigh, and said, "Now that was fun, we'll have to do that again next week. Or maybe tomorrow night would be even better." He was laughing to himself as he wiped his shrinking manhood with a towel, and began to dress. Kriste lay still for a moment after Johnny had pulled himself out of her. T-shirt still wrapped around her face and arms. She wasn't quite sure what had just happened. She had lost her virginity, hadn't she? The slight pain between her legs confirmed it, his cooling sweat on her chest and stomach confirmed it, didn't it? Slowly she sat up on the bed, pulling her shirt back down to cover her breasts. She watched as Johnny wiped himself and talked about their next time. To describe the feeling of that unreal moment, all Kriste could think of was it had been, well. . disap- pointing. She was kind of numb; everything had happened so fast, and she'd received no pleasure from it. She remembered her girlfriends talking so lovingly about their men, how good they made them feel. Kriste just sat there with nothing on but her T-shirt and socks, watching her first and only sex partner getting dressed to leave. As Johnny buttoned his shirt, and was ready to depart, he turned to Kriste and said with a happy smile on his face, "You can stay in the room as long as you want, I paid for the whole night. And baby, I just want'a thank you for a great fuck, I really enjoyed it. Maybe we'll do it again tomorrow night huh?" With that he pulled the door open and was gone. Kriste looked at the closed door blankly, totally devoid of any feeling, except the uncomfortable trickle of his sperm flowing from her used sex. Not quite sure what to do, the young woman continued to sit where she'd been thrown only a few minutes before. The thought started to form in her mind, 'Is this all there is to it?' She couldn't quite believe that that was all, but then she'd just had sex with a man, and here she was sitting on a bed in a cheap motel, leaking on the sheets. A knock at the door startled Kriste out of her reverie. Almost as if in a dream she got up from the bed, wondering why Johnny had come back, and what he wanted now. She opened the door and was even more startled to see David, one of her cadet classmates. She realized that she must look a real sight standing there in the rumpled room dressed in just a T-shirt. Kriste's face blushed a deep pink, as she realized what he must think. She quickly reached for the sodden sheet to cover her lower half with, and stammered, "Dav. . David, what are you doing here?" "Kriste, I ran into Darleen at the Coyote Club, and she told me what you where doing. I couldn't believe it, I thought I knew you better. I've always admired you, your drive to succeed, your ability, and here you go crawling around in the dirt with a jerk like Johnny Davenport. I just had to come here and ask you why. Why did you do it?" Kriste looked up at her tall classmate with tears in her blue eyes, and told him why. All the events, that had brought her there, what Lt. Beal had said, and why she'd had sex with Johnny. "He was the first man I met after I decided to get rid of my virginity. I was just following the counselors advice, I had to see if my problems at fitting in were me, or something else." "Then why didn't you come to me? Or hell, why didn't you come to any decent guy, you had to know that Daven- port is a jerk." David said angrily. "I didn't know just how big a one he was till tonight. I think I didn't want to do it with anyone I liked, I'm still not trying to find a boyfriend, I don't want to get involved with anyone yet. You understand don't you David?" "Yes, but tell me, did you enjoy it?" David asked, now in a gentler voice. "No, it was awful, if sex is like that I wonder how we've all survived for so long." She said, smiling, somewhat recovered from her recent ordeal. She was ready to leave this behind her as a bad experiment, when David stepped toward her. "Listen Kriste, I don't want things to stay like this. You can't walk away from here with nothing but this experience to judge men by. Let me show you what some- one who cares about you can do. Please." Kriste stood looking up at David, bright blue eyes wide; she knew that it probably wasn't a good idea to do as he suggested, but she also felt that she'd been cheated by Johnny somehow. Not really knowing why, she said, "OK David, what do you suggest?" "I suggest a hot shower, for both of us, come on. . ." Taking the young woman by the hand, kicking the door shut behind him, David lead Kriste into the small motel bathroom. She stood clutching the sheet to her chest and watched wide eyed. David looked at her; she was stunning, standing maybe 5'4" in barefeet. He stood close to her, looking down between them, and gently pulled the sheet from her grasp. He looked into her beautiful blue eyes which seemed to shimmer under the fluorescent light of the bathroom. Her perfect body, long lean legs, beautiful thighs. He had to close his eyes for a moment or. . . He wasn't sure what would happen, but she was having a serious effect on him. Finally David removed her T-shirt, and then to make her less self conscious, he quickly stripped his clothes off. He turned to her, and saw her looking down at his rather engorged tool. He smiled, at her wide eyed expression. She said, "I never imagined that I'd have sex twice in one night and with two different men." David looked deeply into her eyes and said, You'll for- get all about that first time, if I do this right." He reached out and touched Kriste's right breast, fondling it. She marveled at his touch when he brought his fingers to her aroused nipples, then his lips. Kriste ran her fingers through his hair as he nuzzled her, kissing and slowly sucking on each nipple in turn. His lips felt wonderful to her, she had never experi- enced anything but her own touch before; this was completely different, and much more intense. She loved the way he swirled his tongue around her nipples, it made her knees weak, and gave her a wonderful feeling between her legs. Then to her disappointed sigh of, "Oooooh." David stopped and turned on the shower. When the water was nice and warm Kriste stepped into the shower stall naked behind him. She was going to do whatever he told her to do. She instinctively knew that David was going to be much different than Johnny had been. The young couple washed each other - slowly - enjoying the wonderful sensations that their soapy hands created as they fondled each other. David paid special atten- tion to Kriste's used pussy, soaping it and massaging it, subconsciously trying to remove every trace of the man that had been there before him, or maybe just be- cause he liked the feel of her soapy pussy in his hands. She in turn washed him, taking extra time and effort with his amazing erect penis. She was enthralled by it's texture, and the way it moved when she touched it. She nuzzled up against him, still holding his warm wet soapy cock in her hands, and began to rub it against her stomach, cupping his big tight balls, she began to massage them too. He felt so wonderful, she just knew that her 'second' time would be so much better than the first. After the two of them had washed each other, and fon- dled, and pressed their bodies together reveling in the wonderful sensations that wet soapy skin can create, there was only the drying left. And Kriste liked that part too. She stood proudly erect as David ran a towel over her contours, with loving care. He didn't miss a spot. Kriste was just as enthusiastic in her efforts at dry- ing his larger muscular body, paying special attention to his beautiful erection, completely fascinated by it, hoping that it would last long enough to make her feel like her girlfriends back in high school had described. She shrieked in delight as David swooped her off her feet and carried her to the disheveled bed. He laid her down and climbed up beside her, immediately taking a nipple between his lips. She could feel his tongue playing with her erect nipple, as his lips pulled at it. He began to feel her body with his hands, massaging her breasts, petting her smooth thighs, running them over her flat stomach, then running a hand down between her legs. For a brief moment her mind flashed back to the other night, when many hands had invaded her body, and her fear came rushing back for an instant. But soon the sensations that David was causing to rise within her young inexperienced body made her completely forget. He was so loving and tender, everything he did seemed so natural. When all of a sudden David moved down her body and kissed her pussy lips, Kriste was afraid again. She didn't know what would happen. Sure she knew about oral sex, no girl could get through nineteen years of life without at least hearing about it. But she'd never really thought about it before. She didn't know how to respond, wasn't sure how it all worked. Her heart began to pound fiercely as David began to part her pussy lips with his tongue, flitting the tip of his tongue up and down her soft moist opening. Kriste jumped when he began to suck on her clitoris, the sensations began to surge through her breasts and tingle in her nipples. It seemed to her that David was sending sexy signals all though her body. Then without warning it all became to much. What had started as an undefined nervous yearning, all of a sudden became an urgent need. Kriste had never had a real orgasm before, so wasn't expecting what David was quickly bringing her to. As his tongue flicked across her engorged clitoris again, a flash went off in her body. It felt like her whole body was on fire for an instant. Then another, and another. The pretty young blonde began to jerk and writhe under David's tongue. She began to moan, then cry out, "Ohhh Davidddd..... Oh god, Davidddd..... Ohhhh yessss...... David..... She was gasping for breath, having never expected anything like this, not really even knowing what was happening. The orgasm was swamping Kriste, in physical and emotional ecstasy. Then David pulled his lips away from her throbbing mound. She looked down her body to see his eyes, his moist chin, the lazy smile on his face. Fighting to breathe and giggle at the same time Kriste reached for her lover; pulling him into a long languid kiss. She could taste herself in his mouth, and it just made the kiss that much more exciting. Finally Kriste pulled from the kiss, looking specula- tively at David, and with a slight blush asked, "David, can I. . . . ? You know, can I. . . ? Oh, you know, can I? She began to giggle at her own embarrassment, but David knew what she was asking and just rolled over on his back, erection pulsing in time with his heartbeat. Kriste quickly squirmed into position, face close to engorged penis. Lips poised. . . She stopped for a moment and looked at his beautiful cock, noticing all the smooth contours, the wonderfully shaped wrinkly helmet that crowned his handsome male shaft. She was fascinated by his sexual organ. She took his shaft in her fingers and gently pulled and pushed the soft skin up and down, watching the whole thing begin to expand even more. His wonderful purple head expand to an even larger shiny one as she continued to slowly pump him. She watched closely as a crystal clear drop of fluid appeared from the opening in the tip of his now throb- bing penis. She looked at it for a moment, then tentatively touched the drop with her pink tongue. Then she licked at the head, squeezing more fluid out. Kriste was enjoying herself, unaware that she was being watched by David, who had propped his head on his folded arms and was watching his beautiful companion lost in his sex. It was extremely arousing to watch her playing with his cock in such an uninhibited way. He knew that this was the first time she had ever seen a man up close, and her erotic little show made the whole thing so intense that David began to worry that he might not be able to hold out much longer. Kriste kept playing with him, she knew that oral sex was when a man did what David had done for her, and that a woman should suck on the man's penis. But she was worried that she wouldn't do it right. She looked up to ask David to tell her how to do it, and was surprised to see him looking at her. She blushed when she realized how she must have looked, and thought, 'oh well, lets see if I can distract him.' Kriste giggled, then in a flash began to lick his cock-head faster than before, taking the whole head into her mouth, gently sucking on it, rolling it in her mouth. Lapping her tongue around the underside between the little valley that was there. He felt so soft and smooth and yet hard in her mouth, so wonder- fully male. She was getting aroused, 'cock sucking is almost as good as being pussy sucked,' she giggled at the dirty sexy thought. If only she could tell her high school girlfriends about this. David reached down grasping Kriste's bobbing head throwing her off her rhythm. She stopped and looked up at David with frustration in her bright blue eyes. David quickly said, "Baby, you keep doing that and you'll get a mouthful. I've gotta have you the tra- ditional way the first time." He smiled, "You've made me so horny, I've gotta cum in you." He pulled her smaller body up over his, positioning her just at his balls. "Come on, raise up and take me in at your own pace." Kriste looked at David's erect penis with a momentary flash of fear, again worried that he would be to big for her. But with a determined look on her pretty face, she rose up on her knees, taking his 'very hard' penis in her hands and placed it's purple head at her pink opening. She wiggled it a little around her opening to find the perfect spot, then with a brilliant smile on her face, eyes closed, she slowly sank on to him. David closed his eyes too, as he felt Kriste's hot sex engulf him. It was the best feeling he'd ever experi- enced. She was so wonderfully tight. He kneaded her smooth tight thighs with his hands, feeling her firm muscles just beneath the skin. He opened his eyes again and gasped in delight at the look on Kriste's face. Her head was thrown back arms slightly behind and at either side of her. Perfect breasts thrust out, tight flat stomach rippling as she slowly, rhythmically rocked forward and back to a beat in her own head. David couldn't quite get his breath, she was so erotically beautiful, so completely female stretched out above him, using him with such obvious pleasure. It was too much for him. He had wanted to hold out for as long as possible. He had wanted to give his little angel another orgasm. The kind of orgasm that a man gives a woman, but it was too late, she felt too good, he couldn't... Kriste's head came forward, eyes open. She looked deeply into David's smoldering eyes, and whispered, "You're coming. . .aren't you? I can feel it. And she could too. Deep inside her body she could feel a little jet, and then again, as another spurt of hot sperm made it's sticky way deep inside her. Kriste could actually feel David pulsing inside her, feel his wonderful cock pressing against her furthermost wall, deeply, throbbingly. Lovingly she rode him. David couldn't answer her, his mind was addled at that moment. He had tried to hold back, but it had only made him come that much harder. She was so tight that each ejaculation made her cunt walls grab him, seeming to pull the next spurt from him, as if she were milking him intentionally. His orgasm was so intense that it hurt, it hurt so good. Vaguely he heard Kriste making a noise, but he couldn't concentrate, as his earth shattering orgasm continued unabated. Kriste was amazed at the feelings she was experiencing. She knew that her lover was having an orgasm in her, that he was experiencing the same feeling he had created in her only a few minutes ago. It was so exci- ting to see him moaning and squirming under her. It was so exciting in fact, that Kriste began to feel another flash go off right where they were joined. A flash that she now knew was an orgasm. It happened the second that she realized he had shot his hot sperm into her womb. It was all just so sexy, so wonderfully sexy. . .she began to whimper in time with their rhythm, little, puffs, "huh, huh, huh, huh." As she ground her pubic mound against his. Finally after what seemed ages, David had to stop. Every nerve was on fire. He reached up and pulled Kriste down rolling over her placing his body on top, without leaving his warm harbor. Kriste curled her legs lovely over and on top of his bottom, to be sure he stayed in her; just the way she wanted him. His cum was a distant warmth deep inside her. After a time, Kriste said in a husky voice, "That was marvelous! I hope you plan on staying with me all night. After all Johnny did pay for the room until morning." -=*=- Eighteen months later Kriste Hansen graduated in the top ten of her class. She was assigned to the 37th Tactical Fighter Wing and in 1990 went to the Persian Gulf to fight in Desert Storm. She was one of the few female fighter pilots to perform in the area of operations. She was the only female combat pilots to be shot down and captured by the Iraqi military. That in fact is the second part of this story. (Assuming that I write it)