penelope mf Penelope Pleasants Robert's handwriting was barely legible and my hand shook as I tried to read the numbers he'd written. I dialed them quickly, thinking about what he'd said as I did so. "You need something special, and since you're such a good friend, I'm going to share something special with you. Keep in mind though that she is special and not to be treated like other whores. Not that you even know how to treat a whore." "I'm sorry, I'm currently unavailable. If you would like to leave you're name and number, I will get back to you as quickly as possible." Yeah right--special. "Uh, my name is Andrew C------ and I was told that I might be interested in seeing you. If you could please call me back, I'd appreciate it." It wasn't until after I'd hung-up that I remembered I hadn't left my phone number. Robert was like a brother to me. He was what kept me together after the death of--(It doesn't matter.) Even though we were close and there was nothing that I wouldn't do for him (including going through with his plan to make me happy again), I knew little about him. He never answered any personal questions. I didn't even know how he made his money. The money that was to pay for my evening. I'd asked Robert what was so special about this girl, but he refused to answer. I called her machine back--even though under normal circumstances, I wouldn't have, but I was curious--and left my name again, but this time insured that I included my number. Immediately after I hung up the phone it rang. "Hello?" "This is an interactive message for Andrew C------," a computer generated voice said. "Penelope Pleasants is unable to converse with you personally at this time. If you would like to arrange an encounter press 'one.' If you would like--" I couldn't believe this! I pressed one, without waiting for my other options. "Please wait for the tone, then leave your address and several times that are convenient for you. You will be called back with confirmation." I did as instructed and moments after I again hung-up the phone rang and the same monotonous computer voice told me that Penelope Pleasants would be at my place that evening at 7:00 p.m. to spend the evening. The one button was again pushed to confirm that this was acceptable. Her rates were quoted (the amount is none of your business as it was Robert's money) and I was told to have the cash ready. The clock said I had two hours to get ready. I took Penelope's money out of my wallet, setting the wad on a stereo speaker, then I ordered food to be delivered at 7:15. For some reason this was all coming naturally to me. This was to be my first visit by a prostitute (and my first sexual encounter in over a year), and I was unsure of what to expect. There was nothing to do but wait. So I killed time by showering and shaving. When I was finished I dressed, sat in my living room, turned on the TV, rejected that as an entertainment option, turned off the TV, turned on my stereo, put in "Pornography," by THE CURE, and closed my eyes. The knock came quickly and quietly. "Come in," I called out. The door opened and Penelope walked in. I'd half expected her to look like the typical prostitute, but she did not. Her hair was a soft brown and flowed down her shoulders to the middle of her back. She was wearing a simple blouse and tight button-fly blue jeans. I took no notice of her shoes, so I can only tell you that they were unremarkable. She closed the door behind her. "Hello," I said. I was beginning to wonder why Robert had thought that this woman was so good. From looking at her there was nothing untoward--nothing spectacular--she didn't stick out in any way. In fact, if I'd seen her in public, I'd probably have over-looked her. She was skinny with medium sized breasts, and while she did seem proportioned, her hips were subtle and almost boyish. She looked exactly like your average pleasant college girl. She must be amazing at sex, I decided, as I knew Robert would never deliberately lead me wrong. "Hello," I repeated. She remained silent. "Your money's on the stereo speaker, if that's what you're waiting for." Indeed, she did take the money and put it in her purse. She then withdrew a small pad and a pen. *Hello,* she wrote, then she showed me the pad. Big bold strokes. "You can talk if you want. I promise, my place isn't bugged. Well, unless my mother did it." A smile spread across her face at my sad attempt at humor, but she did not laugh or make any other sound. *I can't talk.* Penelope used a fat black felt-tipped marker to write with, so she was only able to fit a few words to a page. I noticed then that her pad only had a few pages left. Unless I wanted to scramble for things for her to write on, I would have to conserve my questions. "Listen, you're not some kind of handicapped person, doing tricks--god I hate that word--to make enough money for an operation or something, are you? 'Cause you can just take the money and go now, if that's true. I couldn't live with the guilt." *No silly. Nothing like that. And I'm not handicapped!* two pages to say nine words. Suddenly, her arms were around me and we found ourselves on the floor. /Sharp and open. Leave me alone. I'm sleeping less every night,/ the music filled the background. I fumbled with the first few buttons of her blouse as she expertly undid my belt. Then, predictably, came the knock. I'd forgotten. I got up, removed my belt completely and threw it behind the couch. Penelope sat on the floor and for the first time I noticed the size of her eyes. Almost grotesque in a fashion, like Japanese anima. Her pupils were dilated and I could not tell the color of her eyes. She looked scared and sexually excited. The knock came again. "Don't worry," I said. "I ordered food before you came." I answered the door, paid the delivery boy, tipping well, and once again went back into my house. "Do you like Chinese food? At least I think it's Chinese. Some kind of oriental anyway." She reached for her pad. "No, just nod your head. Don't waste the paper." It was worth my money just to see this doe-eyed beauty nod. We ate, but I do not feel like relating any particulars of the meal. Needless to say, we enjoyed the food, each other's company, and both of us got enough. "Now where were we?" And again she was in my arms. I felt like tearing her clothes from her, but instead tortured myself by undoing her blouse buttons slowly. White material fluttered to the carpeted floor and I was left staring at her bare breasts. She'd been wearing no bra, so she bore no strap marks. Her breasts were smaller than I'd thought, but not by much. They were tanned (naturally or not, I do not know) and her nipples were a soft red. I'd never seen nipples the color of hers before. I cupped one breast in each of my hands and kissed each nipple. She made no sounds. My hands undid her jeans, and as I pulled them down around her ankles, I kneeled before her. She wasn't wearing any panties either, but then I hadn't expected to see any. Her pussy was cleanly shaved and appeared as only a slit. I kissed it and touched it gently. Her silence was disturbing me. I wanted to hear groans or gasps, but even Penelope's breathing was silent. I was tempted to thrust a finger into her violently, just to see her reaction, but I resisted, as I recalled Robert's warning not to treat her like a whore. Besides, it was only a fleeting idea, as I wanted this woman to feel special. Her pussy lips flooded with blood and became swollen and open. I licked her shaved opening, wondering who had done this for her. Did she have some lover that she trusted this well, or did she have some method of shaving that she was able to do by herself? In the end, it mattered little. I stood and took off my clothes. Now, we were both naked. As I had done for her, Penelope kneeled and took my cock into her silent mouth. Unlike my gentle teases though, she brought serious pleasures to bear. I almost came in her mouth. "Stop," I commanded and she did. "Lay back." Again she obeyed. I was uncomfortable in the role of master though, and even though I'd paid for her compliance, I decided to give no more orders. She held out her hands and her body was an open invitation which I gladly accepted. She received my thrust noiselessly (besides the sounds of physical contact that is). She raised her hips, not only to make it easier for me, but so that it would be more pleasurable for her. A look bordering on anguish crossed her face, but I knew she was not in pain. Her breasts heaved as she inhaled and exhaled quickly. I was amazed at this sight and by the fact that she was able to do so quietly. I felt her cunt tighten around me in weak little spasms, but I was able to refrain from coming myself. It was not often that I found myself in the embrace of a woman and I was fearful that this would be my only time this night. I wanted to make it worth it. I would have to thank Robert, I thought, as I fucked this woman. Then I banished all thoughts of him and concentrated on the woman in front of me. Penelope Pleasants. Had to be an assumed name, but I didn't care. Sweat covered her body making it easy for our flesh to slide together. She'd already had one orgasm (or faked well) and I wanted, more than anything, to give her another. We were in the traditional missionary position and I was getting tired of it. My leg muscles were not used to such exertions. I rolled us over so that Penelope was on top. I was glad I'd decided to do this. She ground herself into me and I could feel her insides as she moved around on my cock. She began to bounce just a little, being careful not to come completely off of my cock. A few times we awkwardly came apart, but this just made our reunion that much sweeter. Penetration. As I slid in and out of her, I questioned her ability (even though I was in the dominate position). She did not seem to be as talented as I expected. I was expecting some kind of professional. This just seemed like regular sex (which was great). Even when she was sucking me, it was almost as if she hadn't done it often. She'd gone at it with much abandon, but she lacked the skill that I'd expected. Then it struck me, I was looking a gift whore in the mouth. Robert had given me the money and the number. I was starting to grow suspicious, but of what I wasn't sure. Then, I ceased to care. Her breasts hung above me and I reached up and touched them, taking a nipple between forefinger and thumb of each hand. I squeezed lightly. I pulled on her nipples, stretching them, so that her breasts became cone shaped. Penelope had her eyes closed, her face betraying her pleasure. Her nipples stiffened as I twisted them slightly. Soon they became as two little stones under my mild torture. I opened my mouth and instinctively Penelope place a breast against my lips. I drew the hardened end into my mouth and suckled like a babe. For a moment, I imagined that she made a small whimper at this. I playfully bit her nipple and with both hands I reached around and grabbed her ass. On her next descent, I forced her down onto me even further. At the same time I bit a little harder. She wince and I actually heard the intake of breath. "I wish you could speak," I said. Immediately I felt bad about having expressed such an impossible desire. It wasn't her fault that she couldn't talk. No matter the intensity of my wish, it would pale compared to hers. Twin tears started down her face and Penelope ceased her gyrations. "I am so sorry," I said. "I was being insensitive." I thought she'd stop then but with my apology she renewed her efforts but with more intensity. She became as possessed then and I was afraid she would hurt me. Her tits bounced around like two independent animals and her nails dug cruelly into my chest. I noticed for the first time that they were well manicured and painted a dark red. She drew blood, but I didn't mind--barely even noticing. Her pussy was drenched and her wetness was escaping onto my body. I reached down and massaged her clit with my thumb. I began to come then. In uncontrollable waves my orgasm over-took me, the room darkened, and I could no longer hear the music. The stimulation my cock was receiving actually had me a little scared. This fear only added to the sensations that were pushing me over the edge. Still Penelope did not cease her movements, but rather increased her tempo (I had not thought it possible). Once again her plain but pleasant face took on a look of extreme torment and I knew she was once again coming. Every muscle in her body tightened. I could see her neck become corded and red and her cunt clamped hard around my cock. "Oh, God!" I cried out. Penelope collapsed on top of me and for a short moment I thought that perhaps she had died. She was still breathing though. I could feel the rise and fall of her chest and I could see her heartbeat as it pulsed hard in her neck. I kissed her there and tasted the salt of her sweat. Our bodies were glued together by the liquids of our exertions. I wanted us to be together forever. I saw no need to part. It was then that I noticed that I could feel, through her breasts, the very same heartbeat that I was watching throb in her neck. The disc quit then and we lay together in silence. Later, we showered separately. Then climbed into bed together when we were done. *Would you like to have sex again?* she wrote. "Yes, but it's not going to happen. You've exhausted me, and I thank you for it." She smiled and shrugged and I turned out the lights. In the dark I clumsily groped her breasts and when I dropped a hand between her legs, she spread them, allowing me easy access to her pussy. I was unable to see what I was touching, but the soft folds of flesh excited me all the same. I kissed the valley between her breasts, working my way down until my face was even with her navel. I kissed this also. Slowly, I caressed with my lips, and occasionally licked, as I brought my mouth down to her bare pussy. All the while, I was fingering her. My tongue did slow circles at the top of her pussy as I teased a finger up inside her. I was unsure as to why I was doing this (I wasn't even sure she'd allow it). I wanted to give her back some pleasure for all that she'd given me. I gradually increased my pace, over a period of some minutes, until suddenly, and unexpectedly she began to buck her hips wildly as through she were trying to get away from me. For a second I thought I heard her whisper, "Yes," but then I realized that this had to be my wish, imposing on reality. Penelope moved away from me then, but I kept my mouth firmly attached to her place of pleasure, my tongue darting back and forth across her swollen clitoris. Because I know that ecstasy can quickly become an unwelcome burden, I stopped, but only after I was sure she'd had enough. Even after she settled down, I did not remove my mouth from her damp slit, bestowing several soft kisses instead. Once again, I joined her at her side and we snuggled in close to each other and she put her lips to mine and moved them as if she was forming words. Even though no sounds came forth, I imagined that she was saying, "I love you." I thought of my wallet and the few valuables that I owned, but even as I came to the conclusion that this woman was welcome to anything I had, I fell asleep with her in my arms. My last waking thought was fear that perhaps she would be gone when I woke. That night I had several erotic dreams, but dreams are private, so I won't share them. *Good morning.* This message was written on her last piece of paper. Penelope's hair hung strategically over her breasts, concealing them from my view (mostly). This was good, as it kept me from staring. As it was, my eyes fell to her crotch and I tried to picture her with hair there. She seemed so natural bare, that I was unable to imagine her with even a light patch of downy hairs. "I guess you only have the back side of that to write anything else that needs to be said. Listen, I want to thank you for last night. Robert was right, you are special, and I would very much like to see you again," I said as I leaned in for a kiss, but she dodged my advance. "I understand. My time is up. Well, you're welcome to stay as long as you like. I would like to tip you. I assume that is acceptable? I'm unsure of these things." I found myself babbling as she dressed. She'd brought along a small sports bag. In it there was a whole set of clean clothes (the inside of the bag had to be larger than the outside). "Can I pay for tonight too? I'm not ready to let you disappear out of my life. Not yet. you're the only pleasant thing that's happened to me for as long as I can remember." *I want--* she wrote, but then she was out of room. "Want? Want what?" Tears again trailed down her face and I was left wondering what to do. She did not wipe them away, but rather allowed them to descend her face in twin signals of sorrow. "I am so sorry," I said. "I will get you something to write on. Wait here." Penelope reacted violently to this idea, grasping my hand and pulling me tightly into her. We embraced hard enough to make breathing difficult. "What is it that you want?" I asked, knowing full well that she could not answer. My face was buried into the base of her neck and I too began to cry, but I knew why I was crying. I was crying at the death of a loved one and at the very idea of loss. I released it all in waves of mourning. Shuddering sobs shook Penelope's small frame, making me feel powerless. More than anything, I wanted to relieve this woman's pain as she'd done for me. Penelope wadded the piece of notebook paper into a ball and thrust it in my face with a tight fist. I took her hand and again pulled her in for a close hug. "I want to tell you the truth," she spoke in my ear. I knew I hadn't imagined it, but still I could not believe. "What?" I pulled back to look into her face. "The truth. I want to tell you the truth. Don't look so amazed. Yes, I can talk," Penelope said. "I know everything about you. Robert told me how you retreated after your wife died. He told me everything about you and convinced me to do this whole affair. The muteness was my idea. We were afraid that you would be too nervous and ask questions that I couldn't answer. Please say something." Ignoring her request, I remained silent. What was there to say? "The money was mine," she said. "The computer, a trick set up by Robert. I'm so sorry if this hurts you. Believe me, to hurt you was not our intention." "Then you're not a--" the word stuck in my mouth. "A whore? No, and I thank you for not treating me like one." "You and Robert?" "Good friends. Not that I wouldn't welcome more. There's nothing I wouldn't do for that man, but we're only friends." Unsure of myself, I again embraced her and found myself kissing her face. My lips touched her closed eyes and I tasted salt from her body for a second time. She pushed me back onto the bed. "This one's on the house," she said.