The Librarian's Assistant Chapter 5 of 5 
Chapter 5

I called Mary that night and told her what happened.

"So you're not an uninhibited wild woman who's going to expose herself
to anyone who comes along?"  Mary asked, almost as if she was
disappointed.

"NO, I'm not!"  I said with a certain amount of satisfaction "The only
problem is that now I'm not sure exactly what I am.  Was I just
desparate for someone to show an interest that I came unglued with the
first man who did?"

"Hmmm, I can see the problem.  How are you going to find out?"

"Well, for now, I'm not sure I want to." I said with a smile.

Mary looked confused "What do you mean?"

"Well, I know there is one man I like to do this with.  Maybe I should
see what else I would like to do with this man..." I trailed off
seductively.

"Umm, don't you think it's weird seeing a guy who's still in high
school?" Mary asked concerned I was robbing the cradle.

"Well, the way I look at it I am so retarded sexually Jimmy might even
be advanced for me."

"Interesting perspective.  So what are you going to do?  Aren't you
prevented from dating a student?"

"Yeah, maybe it's time to get a new job.  Wait a minute!  The school
year ends in three weeks and Jimmy is a senior.  Once he graduates he's
no longer a student! Ha Ha!"

"Ok, but, as you say, you're new to this.  Maybe Jimmy was just
enthralled with sex and doesn't want a relationship.  You or Jimmy could
get hurt if you're not careful." Mary was concerned as she thought about
this aspect.

"Oh I know, but, for tonight, let me just think about the possibilities
ok?" I pleaded.

"I'm sorry Kathy!  You're right!  Let's celebrate your sexual
awakening!"

We clinked our glasses and toasted "Here's to sexual awakenings! No
matter how long they take!" and Mary and I hugged and roared with
laughter.

On Thursday I went to work with another new dress on with a similar
design to the last one.  I was happy to see Jimmy there.  I was afraid
he might have had second thoughts and tried to avoid me.

"Good morning Jimmy.  How are you?"

"I am very well thank you, Miss Williams.  You look very nice today. How
are you?"

"Well after that compliment I am EXCELLENT Jimmy!" we both laughed.  I
was so relieved to see him this way.  In fact, I'm not sure I had ever
seen him this confident appearing. "Jimmy, there seems to be something
special about you today but I'm not sure I can pin point it.  You seem,
well, happier. Am I imagining things?"

Jimmy blushed and whispered "No, Miss Williams.  I am happier.  What you
did for me the other day was so wonderful I have just been on cloud nine
every since."

"Oh I am so glad Jimmy.  I was concerned that I had gone too far and you
wouldn't think good thoughts about me any more.  I had a terrific time
also.  It was unbelieveable how it made me feel."

Jimmy smiled. I'm sure he grew six inches since Tuesday!  I loved that
smile - it wasn't the weird twisted embarrassed smile from before but
now was an "I'm comfortable with myself" kind of satisfied smile and it
looked really good on Jimmy.

Jimmy said to me "I made sure there were lots of books to return today."
with a mischievious smile on his face.

"You did huh?  So does that mean that you're willing to help me put them
away?"

"Sure, and I may even help you put them on the shelf.  I have to warn
you though, I tend to drop books a lot and may have to get down on the
floor to pick them up."

"Hmmm, well that will definitely slow things down a lot!" as I thought
about the possibilities.

I told Jimmy "I'll be right back and then we can start putting books
away."

I went to the girl's room and took off my panties.  I looked at the
panties I wore today - they were barely anything - a thong that, at
first grossed me out but then I caved.  Now it looks like I won't even
need these...

I found Jimmy next to a pile of books and he said "I've already sorted
these." and I detected a slight smirk on his face.  I took the stack he
handed me and looked at the first book.  Hmmm, way in the back of the
stacks - the 'dark' corner we called it.  It wasn't dark back there but
it was isolated.  I was beginning to think I was being set up in a major
way.  When I got to the aisle I knew I was set up.  I saw that the book
had to go on the top shelf where I needed to use the library ladder to
reach.  As I started up the ladder I heard a book fall and Jimmy say
"Whoops. I dropped a book."  I'll bet I thought and continued up the
ladder.  I reached the top and felt Jimmy's eyes bore up my legs.  I put
the book on the shelf and started back down the ladder.  When I got to
the bottom Jimmy was standing with a big smile on his face.  I said to
him "Well, one down. Only a thousand more to go."

The next book was in the same aisle but this time on the lowest possible
shelf.  I would have to squat down to put the book back.  Jimmy said
something and I turned toward him.  I saw him open his hand and the book
he had fell to the floor. "Whoops. Dropped another book."  He squatted
down and looked at me.  I looked into his eyes and slowly squatted to
put my book back on the shelf.  As I squatted I lined my knees up to
face Jimmy and as I reached bottom I openned my knees about twelve
inches.  "Oh God." I heard Jimmy whimpering.  I was now have some
trouble breathing and was feeling hot.  I stayed squatting for a few
seconds and then stood.  Jimmy stood at the same time looking into my
eyes as we rose.

The next book was back on the top shelf.  As I approached the shelf the
ladder was in the right position but I started to move it.  Jimmy
started "But..." I held up my hand and Jimmy watched with curiosity.  I
shifted the ladder so it was about 3 feet from where it needed to be.  I
slowly climbed the ladder.  Jimmy had been too confused to drop a book
but it probably was better this way anyway.  When I reached the top of
the ladder I started to reach to put the book back.  As I leaned over I
had to put one leg out in the opposite direction to be a counterweight
so I wouldn't fall off.  I heard Jimmy say "Ahhh" as realization sunk in
and the view openned up.  Since he wasn't on the floor he was now as
close as he had ever been as I spread my legs over him.  I heard him say
"Let me hold you so you don't fall and I felt his hand on my stationary
leg.  His hand was on my calf but I felt a fire rush from his hand to my
crotch!  OH GOD I love that feeling!  I closed my eyes and lingered
before I finally put the book on the shelf.  As I came down the ladder
steps I felt Jimmy help me down with the best feeling as he had his
hands on my hips.  I could melt with these hot hands of
his!

I had to lean against the shelves to catch my breath.  I had my eyes
closed and was startled when I felt Jimmy's lips touch mine. It felt so
wonderful that I yielded until realization sunk in.  I openned my eyes
and pushed Jimmy away.

"Jimmy!" I whispered "We can't do this yet!  You're still a student and
I'm on the school staff.  I would get fired, you would get thrown out of
school, and there would be a huge scandal."

Jimmy was completely taken aback.  I could see there was only one thing
that was important to him at this point and the rest of it didn't
matter.

"I know you're disappointed.  I am too.  I loved your kiss.  I wanted to
yield totally to you.  Do you understand EXACTLY what I'm saying to
you?"

"Um, yes, I think so but there must be a way." Jimmy said desparately.

"Yes, Jimmy, there is.  You graduate in three weeks.  Then we are no
longer restricted.  Until then we need to be careful.  You have to wait. 
I have to wait.  God, I want this more than you but we have to wait. Can
you promise me that you'll wait?" I looked longingly into Jimmy's eyes.

Jimmy looked back at me and I could see him exploring every possibility
and then he finally shook his head dejectedly.  He said "given the
probabilities of getting caught even if we're careful I'd say you're
right.  We'll have to wait.  Does this mean that you are willing to wait
for me too?"

"Yes, Jimmy. I will wait for you.  I think maybe we had better cool down
this 'experiment' until we are free to try ANY experiment.  OK?"

"Yes, but, please, can you put one more book away?"

I smiled.  I smiled at his simple request and I smiled to myself to know
that I would show off for him one more time.  I nodded and Jimmy handed
me a book.

I looked and it was for the same spot I just returned a book.  Jimmy
must have cleared off that whole shelf!

I slowly climbed the ladder and as I reached the top I felt Jimmy's hand
on my ankle. As I leaned over to put the book on the shelf and moved my
free leg outward I felt Jimmy's hand move higher. OH GOD! THE FLAMES
THAT MUST BE RISING UP MY LEG!

I kept moving my leg outward and his hand rose accordingly.  I was now
way past where the book had to go but I didn't care! I kept leaning and
spreading wanting that hand higher still. Finally I couldn't lean any
more and Jimmy's hand was on my upper thigh about an inch from 'heaven'.
What to do? I knew, Jimmy knew.  I waited thinking, on fire, panting.
and finally, I put the book on the shelf and lowered my leg.  I could
feel Jimmy's hand withdraw.  I came down the ladder expecting Jimmy to
be dejected but he surprised me.  He had the sweetest smile I've ever
seen as he said to me.  "I'll 'see' you after graduation" and he turned
and left the library.