ØWPC™ +^f,t3ERŸÓQšVNàO‹”nÄ÷²ê² *¼6CnæMÐáC“YÎ>9£êI‹:~\(û3qdðÿɤ2R°tG4)¥¥"¨ ã–¾ìå‚j2°Œ6¸üëKºÂî÷X(™o“qíüÁ\©ÛÍší'.ÏÄÏtI‡ ¤DœHù›ZÃ^ùç!ÄMµ½p‚ˆÁ¼[Qp¤/“AB~¶æà¶qd†|NWÎɱ³#6e Àù_Í@Ò dEÑKß¡픳džåx.ÎAõ¡”¤x>»³+Èmsؘ{Ä<—óèíí––ííí––Copyright¥1995¥by¥Richard¥Lovel.¥í––ííííí––¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥(the¥fun¥stuff¥begins¥at¥this¥point)í––í––***********************¥snip¥¥******************************í––ííííí––THE¥PETER¥FILES,¥A¥CASE¥STUDY¥OF¥MASTURBATORY¥ADDICTIONí––ííí––¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥Published¥by¥í––í––¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥The¥Masturbation¥Dependency¥Programí– –í– –¥¥¥¥Institute¥for¥Correction¥of¥Sexual¥Misbehaviorí– –íí– –íSeries¥Editor:¥Dr.¥Margaret¥Wilson,¥Registered¥Genital¥TherapistííThe¥series¥"The¥Peter¥Files"¥presents¥a¥longitudinal¥case¥study¥– –íí– –of¥masturbatory¥addiction¥in¥anìadult¥male,¥conducted¥at¥The¥Institute¥for¥Correction¥of¥Sexual¥Misbehavior.¥The¥series¥is¥––íí––madeìavailable¥in¥order¥to¥increase¥the¥public¥awareness¥and¥––íí––understanding¥of¥the¥problem¥ofìmasturbation¥dependency¥in¥––íí––males,¥and¥especially¥as¥a¥resource¥to¥those¥persons¥in¥a¥co-í––í––dependent¥relationship¥with¥a¥habitual¥masturbator.¥ííWARNING:¥this¥series¥involves¥a¥frank¥and¥explicit¥exposition¥of¥––íí––masturbatory¥practices¥andìmay¥cause¥sexual¥arousal¥in¥––íí––susceptible¥males.¥IF¥YOU¥BEGIN¥TO¥EXPERIENCE¥PENILEìERECTIONS¥OR¥THE¥URGE¥TO¥ENGAGE¥IN¥UNSUPERVISED¥SEXUAL¥SELF-––ìSTIMULATION,¥––íí––WE¥URGE¥YOU¥TO¥STOP¥READING¥AT¥ONCE¥AND¥SEEK¥THEìGUIDANCE¥OF¥A¥––íí––QUALIFIED¥GENITAL¥THERAPIST.í––ííí––*************************************************************í––í––¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥Peter¥File¥#08:¥THE¥DIARYí––í––¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥=============================íPeter¥finds¥the¥diary¥of¥his¥great-grandfather¥and¥learns¥how¥– –íí– –masturbators¥were¥treated¥100¥yearsìago.í(Editor's¥Note:¥The¥role¥of¥heredity¥in¥the¥development¥of¥–"–íí–"–masturbatory¥addiction¥has¥receivedìinsufficient¥study;¥whether¥nature¥or¥nurture¥is¥predominant¥is¥still¥an¥open¥question.¥At¥–$–íí–$–theìInstitute¥for¥Correction¥of¥Sexual¥Misbehavior,¥we¥hold¥–%–íí–%–that,¥while¥genetic¥factors¥mayìpredispose¥a¥man¥to¥masturbation¥–&–íí–&–dependency,¥expression¥of¥the¥trait¥is¥not¥inevitable.¥The¥ídevelopment¥of¥unwholesome¥habits¥depends¥ultimately¥on¥deficits¥–(–íí–(–in¥the¥personal¥character¥andìself¥discipline¥of¥the¥masturbator,¥and¥may¥be¥avoided¥by¥appropriate¥early¥correctiveìintervention.¥In¥this¥chapter,¥Peter¥discovers¥the¥diary¥of¥his¥–,–íí–,–great-grandfather,¥which¥indicates¥aìfamily¥history¥of¥habitual¥masturbation¥and¥describes¥corrective¥measures¥common¥in¥the¥–/–í–/–lastìcentury.¥While¥we¥do¥not¥endorse¥every¥particular¥of¥the¥–0–íí–0–treatment¥described¥below,¥we¥entirelyìagree¥with¥its¥emphasis¥–1–íí–1–on¥the¥personal¥value¥issues¥of¥masturbatory¥addiction.¥==¥Dr.¥í–2–Ü 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ܽ–3–íí–3–í¥¥¥¥¥I¥recognize¥that¥I¥am¥a¥man¥of¥unusual¥sexual¥tastes.¥My¥–6–íí–6–preference¥is¥for¥the¥delightfulìpractice¥of¥masturbation:¥for¥–7–íí–7–me¥nothing¥can¥match¥the¥pleasure¥of¥my¥own¥penis¥warm¥and¥íthrobbing¥in¥my¥hand.¥It's¥true¥what¥they¥say¥that¥the¥practice¥–9–íí–9–is¥addictive,¥and¥I¥must¥confessìthat¥I¥have¥become¥completely¥–:–íí–:–enslaved¥by¥my¥masturbation¥habit.¥Even¥as¥I¥write¥this,¥my¥ípants¥are¥pulled¥down¥so¥that¥I¥can¥lovingly¥stroke¥my¥penis,¥–<–íí–<–well¥lubricated¥with¥Johnson'sìBaby¥Oil.¥í¥¥¥¥¥In¥this¥enlightened¥time,¥there¥is¥no¥penalty¥for¥inclinations¥–?–íí–?–such¥as¥mine,¥except¥perhapsìpersonal¥embarrassment¥if¥my¥secret¥–@–íí–@–addiction¥should¥become¥known.¥It¥has¥not¥always¥been¥so.ìIn¥times¥past,¥masturbation¥was¥strenuously¥discouraged,¥and¥those¥–B–íí–B–unlucky¥masturbatorsìdiscovered¥in¥the¥act¥were¥subjected¥to¥the¥–C–íí–C–most¥severe¥punishments.í¥¥¥¥¥A¥few¥days¥ago¥I¥was¥in¥the¥attic¥of¥my¥home,¥looking¥through¥an¥–F–íí–F–old¥chest¥that¥belonged¥toìmy¥great-grandfather.¥Among¥the¥–G–íí–G–memorabilia¥of¥his¥life,¥I¥found¥quite¥by¥accident¥a¥secret¥ídiary¥that¥he¥kept¥as¥a¥teenager¥at¥a¥New¥England¥boarding¥–I–íí–I–school.¥One¥incident¥he¥recordsìriveted¥my¥attention.–J–íí–J–í–L–¥¥¥¥¥–L–The¥diary¥reads:í–M–ííí–M–=========================September¥23,¥1896í–Y–¥¥¥¥¥–Y–I¥entered¥the¥office¥of¥Mrs.¥Crane,¥the¥Headmistress,¥with¥trepidation.¥She¥sat¥at¥her¥desk,ìwearing¥a¥high-necked¥white¥blouse¥and¥a¥black¥skirt¥that¥reached¥to¥her¥ankles,¥not¥quite¥ícovering¥the¥high-top¥black¥shoes.¥The¥blouse¥swelled¥in¥front,¥asserting¥the¥presence¥of¥herìmagnificent¥bosom¥that¥was¥famous¥among¥the¥boys¥of¥the¥school,¥almost¥as¥famous¥as¥theìseverity¥of¥her¥punishments.¥I¥handed¥her¥the¥note¥I¥was¥carrying¥from¥my¥classroom¥teacher.ìShe¥read¥it¥with¥arched¥eyebrows¥and¥a¥grim,¥determined¥smile.í¥¥¥¥¥"So,¥Peter,¥Miss¥Adams¥has¥sent¥you¥to¥me¥for¥'special'¥–Z–íí–Z–discipline.¥You¥have¥been¥very,¥veryìwicked.¥Do¥you¥admit¥your¥–[–íí–[–offense?"í–]–¥¥¥¥¥–]–"Yes¥ma'am,¥Miss¥Adams¥.¥.¥.¥saw¥me."í–_–¥¥¥¥¥–_–"And¥will¥you¥please¥describe¥your¥iniquity¥to¥me?"í–a–¥¥¥¥¥–a–"I¥...¥I¥was¥in¥the¥cloakroom¥...¥you¥know,¥touching¥myself."í¥¥¥¥¥She¥drew¥in¥her¥breath¥sharply.¥"I¥see.¥Peter,¥that¥practice¥is¥–f–¥–f–not¥only¥disgusting¥and¥immoral,ìbut¥more¥harmful¥than¥you¥can¥–i–¥–i–even¥know.¥I¥shall¥have¥to¥punish¥you¥very¥severely,¥for¥your¥í–j–í–j–own¥good."í¥¥¥¥¥Mrs.¥Crane¥led¥me¥into¥a¥small¥adjoining¥room,¥and¥closed¥the¥–o–¥–o–heavy¥door¥behind¥us.¥In¥theìcenter¥of¥the¥room¥was¥a¥straight-–p–íí–p–backed¥wooden¥chair,¥of¥curious¥design¥I¥had¥not¥seen¥before.ìA¥large¥U-shaped¥gap¥bit¥into¥the¥front¥edge¥of¥the¥seat,¥so¥that¥–r–íí–r–an¥occupant¥would¥be¥supportedìalong¥his¥thighs¥and¥buttocks,¥–s–íí–s–but¥his¥crotch¥would¥hang¥suspended¥over¥the¥gap.¥A¥low¥stool¥ístood¥in¥front¥of¥it.¥An¥assortment¥of¥whips,¥paddles,¥and¥rods¥–u–íí–u–of¥various¥shapes¥hung¥on¥oneìwall.¥I¥knew¥that¥I¥was¥in¥for¥a¥–v–íí–v–whipping,¥but¥the¥array¥of¥implements¥puzzled¥me:¥they¥all¥íseemed¥too¥flimsy¥and¥light¥of¥weight¥to¥do¥much¥damage¥to¥a¥–x–íí–x–teenage¥boy's¥buttocks.¥I¥began¥toìhave¥an¥ominous¥sense¥of¥–z–¥–z–foreboding,¥without¥understanding¥why.í–|–¥¥¥¥¥–|–"What¥...¥what¥are¥you¥going¥to¥do¥to¥me,¥Mrs.¥Crane?"í¥¥¥¥¥"This¥is¥your¥first¥time¥to¥receive¥'special'¥discipline,¥isn't¥––íí––it,¥Peter.¥Of¥course,¥you¥are¥to¥beìspanked,¥but¥I¥think¥that¥you¥will¥find¥that¥it¥far¥exceeds¥your¥expectations.¥Now¥remove¥–­–í–­–yourìbritches¥and¥underwear,¥please."í¥¥¥¥¥School¥spankings¥were¥always¥administered¥on¥bare¥flesh,¥and¥I¥–½–¥í–½–was¥not¥surprised¥at¥herìorder.¥I¥dropped¥my¥trousers¥and¥–ÖÜ 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–íí– –will¥be¥somewhat¥different¥asìyou¥shall¥presently¥see."í¥¥¥¥¥She¥began¥flicking¥the¥whip¥back¥and¥forth¥across¥my¥flaccid¥– –íí– –penis.¥The¥punishment¥wasìsurprisingly¥gentle,¥producing¥a¥light¥––¥––stinging¥that¥was¥almost¥pleasant,¥and¥certainlyìstimulating.¥My¥member,¥well¥trained¥by¥the¥regular¥but¥unsophisticated¥––íí––attentions¥of¥my¥ownìhand,¥began¥to¥respond¥––to¥––the¥novel¥sensations.¥I¥recalled¥her¥earlier¥displeasure¥at¥this¥response¥íand¥tried¥to¥suppress¥its¥insurrection¥by¥force¥of¥will,¥but¥it¥––íí––rose¥rebelliously¥in¥my¥lap.í¥¥¥¥¥"Well,¥Peter,¥it¥seems¥as¥if¥our¥work¥is¥not¥yet¥finished.¥Would¥––íí––you¥care¥to¥explain¥thisìmanefestation?"í¥¥¥¥¥"Please,¥ma'am,¥I'm¥sorry!¥I¥know¥it's¥wrong,¥but¥I¥can't¥help¥––íí––it."¥I¥knew¥better¥than¥to¥implyìthat¥it¥was¥her¥actions¥––íí––producing¥my¥insolent¥erection.í¥¥¥¥¥To¥my¥surprise,¥Mrs.¥Crane¥accepted¥my¥apology.¥"I¥know,¥Peter,¥––íí––I¥know.¥This¥organ¥is¥surelyìthe¥seat¥of¥a¥young¥man's¥temptations.¥It¥recognizes¥no¥master,¥but¥arises¥disobediently¥–!–íí–!–at¥its¥ownìimpulse,¥and¥subordinates¥his¥will¥to¥its¥own¥–"–íí–"–voluptuous¥needs.¥See¥how¥it¥lewdly¥swells¥andìputs¥itself¥forth¥–#–íí–#–to¥my¥whip,¥though¥I¥know¥you¥struggle¥against¥it."í¥¥¥¥¥"Yes,¥ma'am,¥I'm¥trying¥to¥make¥it¥..¥.¥go¥down,¥but¥it¥won't."¥–(–¥–(–I¥was¥thoroughly¥off¥balanceìnow¥by¥her¥unexpected¥sympathy.¥She¥–)–íí–)–continued¥to¥flick¥the¥whip¥across¥my¥erect¥penis¥fromìside¥to¥side,¥with¥increasing¥intensity.¥The¥whipping¥leather¥stung¥and¥–+–íí–+–turned¥my¥bobbing¥organìan¥extraordinary¥shade¥of¥red,¥but¥I¥–,–íí–,–found¥the¥sensations¥far¥from¥unpleasant.í¥¥¥¥¥"No,¥Peter,¥it¥is¥too¥strong¥for¥you¥alone.¥Do¥you¥feel¥how¥your¥–/–íí–/–member¥throbs¥and¥stings,ìPeter?¥The¥very¥Devil¥is¥in¥your¥–0–íí–0–flesh,¥and¥we¥must¥draw¥him¥out.¥We¥must¥whip¥the¥Devil¥outìof¥your¥member,¥Peter,¥and¥make¥your¥organ¥humble¥and¥obedient¥once¥–2–íí–2–more.¥Will¥you¥workìwith¥me,¥Peter?¥Will¥you¥work¥to¥push¥the¥–3–Ü Ý-@), ÜÜ Ý-@), Ü–3–Devil¥out?"Ü Ý-@), ܽ¥¥¥¥¥I¥had¥no¥idea¥what¥she¥was¥talking¥about.¥I¥only¥knew¥I¥wanted¥–6–íí–6–the¥delicious¥stinging¥whip¥toìcontinue¥nipping¥at¥my¥ruddy¥–7–íí–7–penis.¥I¥could¥feel¥myself¥becoming¥increasingly¥excited,¥and¥my¥ímember¥was¥emitting¥small¥clear¥droplets¥of¥arousal.¥"Please,¥–9–íí–9–ma'am,¥tell¥me¥how!"í¥¥¥¥¥"You¥must¥bear¥down¥as¥I¥whip¥you,¥Peter,¥and¥press¥the¥Devil¥–<–íí–<–out.¥Your¥male¥organs¥are¥fullìof¥the¥Devil's¥own¥spunk,¥and¥we¥–=–íí–=–must¥rid¥you¥of¥it.¥We've¥loosened¥it¥up¥in¥your¥glands¥with¥the¥íslapper,¥and¥now¥I'm¥going¥to¥whip¥the¥spunk¥out¥of¥your¥–?–íí–?–member."í¥¥¥¥¥She¥maintained¥the¥maddening¥stinging¥rain¥on¥my¥penis,¥as¥I¥–B–íí–B–arched¥my¥hips¥in¥the¥chair¥toìmeet¥the¥whip.¥I¥could¥not¥believe¥this¥was¥happening,¥but¥I¥did¥not¥question¥it.¥The¥–D–íí–D–combinationìof¥pain¥and¥pleasure¥in¥my¥organ¥transported¥me¥into¥–E–íí–E–an¥almost¥unbearable¥rapture.¥"Please,ìma'am,¥whip¥it,¥whip¥the¥–F–íí–F–spunk¥out.¥Oh!¥Mrs.¥Crane!¥I¥feel¥.¥.¥.¥Oh!"í¥¥¥¥¥"It's¥starting,¥Peter,¥the¥Devil¥is¥starting¥to¥let¥go.¥Press¥–I–íí–I–him¥dear,¥bear¥down¥and¥push¥theìDevil's¥spunk¥out."í¥¥¥¥¥She¥continued¥to¥whip¥my¥penis¥from¥side¥to¥side¥as¥it¥throbbed¥–L–íí–L–and¥jerked,¥and¥the¥spasms¥ofìrelease¥began.¥But¥when¥the¥first¥–M–íí–M–pearly¥stream¥burst¥from¥the¥tip¥of¥my¥penis,¥she¥withheld¥the¥íwhip,¥and¥encouraged¥me¥only¥with¥words.¥"There,¥that's¥it,¥–O–íí–O–Peter.¥Push¥for¥us.¥Push¥the¥Devilìout¥of¥your¥member."í¥¥¥¥¥I¥was¥wild¥with¥urgency¥as¥she¥stood¥idly¥aside,¥watching¥my¥–R–íí–R–penis¥ejaculating¥nakedly¥byìitself.¥"Please,¥ma'am,¥please!¥–S–íí–S–Whip¥it!¥Whip¥it¥some¥more!"¥I¥begged,¥desperate¥for¥her¥touch.í¥¥¥¥¥"No,¥Peter,¥I've¥done¥my¥work.¥We¥must¥not¥tempt¥the¥Devil¥with¥–V–íí–V–further¥whipping,¥becauseìhe¥is¥making¥it¥feel¥too¥good¥right¥–W–íí–W–now.¥Just¥go¥ahead¥and¥squeeze¥inside¥yourself,¥and¥expressìall¥–X–íí–X–the¥spunk¥for¥me."í¥¥¥¥¥I¥thrashed¥in¥my¥bonds,¥trying¥desperately¥to¥find¥a¥way¥to¥rub¥–[–íí–[–my¥spasming¥penis¥onìsomething.¥In¥an¥agony¥of¥frustration¥I¥¥–]–íí–]–watched¥my¥naked¥and¥lonely¥organ,¥untouched,¥spurt¥jetìafter¥–_–¥–_–jet¥of¥sperm¥into¥the¥empty¥air.í¥¥¥¥¥¥As¥I¥sat¥in¥the¥afterglow¥of¥release,¥covered¥in¥my¥own¥male¥–d–¥–d–juices,¥I¥thought¥that¥there¥wasìan¥end.¥But¥Mrs.¥Crane¥had¥one¥–g–¥–g–more¥surprise¥for¥me.¥Turning¥to¥the¥wall¥once¥more,¥she¥took¥ídown¥an¥ivory-handled¥knife,¥with¥a¥short¥blade¥that¥curved¥at¥–i–íí–i–the¥end¥into¥a¥cruel¥hook.¥Theìlight¥gleamed¥on¥the¥blade,¥which¥–j–íí–j–I¥saw¥was¥sharpened¥on¥the¥inside¥of¥the¥curve.í¥¥¥¥¥She¥reached¥down¥and¥encircled¥the¥neck¥of¥my¥scrotum¥with¥thumb¥–m–íí–m–and¥forefinger,¥pinchingìmy¥aching¥glands¥painfully.¥Her¥other¥–n–íí–n–hand¥took¥the¥knife¥and¥held¥the¥wicked¥curve¥of¥the¥blade¥íagainst¥my¥sac,¥gently¥feeling¥for¥the¥precious¥testicles¥hidden¥–p–íí–p–but¥vulnerable¥inside.¥I¥shudderedìat¥the¥touch¥of¥the¥cold¥–q–íí–q–steel¥on¥the¥wrinkled¥skin¥of¥my¥scrotum.¥"We¥have¥covered¥much¥íground¥today,¥Peter.¥I¥hope¥that¥you¥have¥learned¥enough.¥But¥if¥–s–íí–s–these¥arguments¥have¥notìconvinced¥you,¥there¥is¥one¥final¥–t–íí–t–measure¥I¥will¥take.¥Castration¥will¥surely¥put¥an¥end¥to¥your¥ívicious¥habit.¥I¥would¥rather¥prune¥these¥fruit¥of¥carnality¥–v–íí–v–with¥the¥gelding¥blade¥and¥let¥you¥liveìyou¥live¥as¥a¥neuter,¥–w–íí–w–than¥allow¥them¥to¥lead¥you¥to¥utter¥ruin."í¥¥¥¥¥Her¥words¥filled¥me¥with¥indescribable¥terror.¥I¥had¥no¥doubt¥of¥–z–íí–z–her¥earnestness.¥"Please,ìplease,¥Mrs.¥Crane,¥don't!¥I¥promise¥–}–¥–}–to¥be¥good!"í¥¥¥¥¥She¥slid¥the¥razor-sharp¥knife¥over¥my¥scrotum,¥shaving¥off¥the¥–¥–íí–¥–hairs.¥A¥few¥flicks¥of¥theìblade,¥and¥I¥was¥as¥smooth¥and¥hairless¥as¥a¥newborn¥babe.¥"There,¥that¥will¥serve¥as¥a¥¥–³–í–³–reminder,ìwhen¥next¥you¥feel¥inclined¥to¥yield¥to¥your¥unnatural¥¥–º–íí–º–urges.¥Remember¥that¥if¥you¥are¥caughtìabusing¥your¥organs¥of¥generation¥again,¥I¥shall¥take¥more¥than¥your¥pubic¥hairs."¥I¥¥–Ô–í–Ô–looked¥downìat¥my¥pink,¥denuded¥maleness¥and¥blushed¥in¥¥–Ú–íí–Ú–humiliation.í¥¥¥¥¥There¥was¥no¥more¥punishment¥that¥day.¥She¥released¥me,¥and¥told¥¥–â–íí–â–me¥to¥reflect¥carefully¥onìwhat¥she¥had¥said.¥I¥left¥her¥office,¥¥–ä–Ü 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